better son/daughter

And sometimes when you're on - you're really fucking on

And you're friends they sing a long

And they love you

But the lows are so extreme

That the good seems fucking cheap

And it teases you for weeks in it's absence

But you'll fight

And you'll make it through

You'll fake it

If you have to

And you'll show up for work with a smile

You'll be better

And you'll be smarter

And more grown up

And a better daughter or son

And a real good friend

You'll be awake

You'll be alert

You'll be positive thought it hurts

And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends

You'll be a real good listener

You'll be honest

You'll be brave

You'll be handsome

And you'll be beautiful

You'll be happy.


- Rilo Kiley "Better son/daughter"



I haven't found my own words. still.

Yea, you still kiss me sometimes...

I couldn't find the words to describe how I felt today. But the combination of these two songs makes it a lil easier to get some emotions off my chest.





Today, my memories are my worst enemy.

p.s. i miss him, but he doesn't know.